PROJECT TITLE: "BORN LOSER: LOSING TO WIN" - CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER 4

The next morning things moved smoothly. The baby was no trouble at all as Chitra ascertained that the baby was completely happy. She took the baby out into the backyard and made the baby watch the plants, flowers and birds while she named them for the baby to learn and understand. The baby cooed and crooned as it enjoyed the morning air. Moreover, it was not witnessing the parents getting ready and the sense of fear that was produced normally as they left for work was not there today.

Once the parents had gone, Chitra fed the baby with cereals and milk. The withdrawal from tobacco was now complete and the baby was hungrier than ever. Chitra cradled the baby in her arms and talked to it in endearing terms. The baby nestled comfortably and nudged her breast.

The baby had not been breast fed properly by the mother as she had been forced to rejoin college three months after the birth of the baby. Once she had rejoined she had asked the principal for permission to go home in between classes and breast feed the baby. However, this had not worked out as desired and she had to completely abandon breast feeding by the end of the fifth month as the Principal had turned rude since her frequent visits home were affecting her work in the college.

Chitra was amused by the Baby’s nudging at her dry breasts. Poor child, she thought as the baby repeatedly kept nudging her right breast. The baby then tried to mouth the nipple of her breast through the fabric of her blouse and Chitra felt an electrifying sensation course through her entire body. A pleasant tingling sensation emerged from her breast and radiated everywhere. Chitra had hardly lived with her husband for two years before he had died and had been untouched by a male for the past fifteen years.

In short, Chitra was starved of sex and had even forgotten how it was to be with a Man. The baby’s incessant nudging and attempts at mouthing her breast had made the thin fabric of her cotton blouse completely wet. The baby had succeeded in awakening sensations that Chitra had been suppressing all these years and it disturbed her very much. In a trance as it were, she eased off the hooks that fastened her blouse and undid her bra straps. She gently revealed her breast and the baby grabbed it with its mouth and suckled hungrily. Chitra had very firm mango shaped luscious breasts with pert nipples that had swollen and turned taut with desire.

As the child sucked and gently chewed on her right nipple, Chitra experienced an ache of longing in her left breast and realized that her other breast too was demanding a piece of the action. She then gently and lovingly kissed on the forehead and cheeks of the child and turned him around so that his face came in contact with her left breast. The child unhesitatingly opened its mouth around the taut areola and sucked greedily while chewing it softly with its newly emerging teeth and gums.

The child sucked steadily at Chitra’s breasts contentedly. Initially, it was disappointed at not finding any milk flowing out as a result of its sucking but was fascinated by the natural sweetness of her breasts. They were indeed sweet to taste and the baby loved sucking them in turns. Gradually the baby drifted off into a blissful sleep with a sense of security and contentment it had not experienced before.

As the baby gently tugged and sucked at her breasts Chitra did not want the sensations to stop. Without her realizing it, her hands moved to the napkin draped around the baby’s loins. She gently removed it and looked in wonder and awe at the tiny male organ of the baby. Irresistibly her hand was drawn to the baby’s testicles which she stroked gently. She did not expect to see what she saw but lo and behold, as her hand stroked the small peanut sized testicles of the baby, the baby’s penis stirred and attempted to rise up of its own accord. The small penis appeared to blossom before her very eyes and like the opening out of a lily bud did attempt to stiffen and grow.

Chitra had by now become completely wet between her legs and the baby had dozed off into peaceful sleep. Quietly she laid the baby in the cradle and went to the bathroom to wash herself between her legs. While washing herself, Chitra’s thoughts turned to her husband and for the first time in her life after having become a widow she gently stroked her clitoris. She imagined her husband making love to her and very soon a massive Tsunami of an orgasm broke out making her float on a cloud after having released all her pent up desires.

The day proceeded smoothly and the baby remained well behaved throughout the day. The mother who returned for lunch and later in the evening after the day’s work found the baby cheerful. The baby greeted the mother eagerly and Chitra rather reluctantly handed over the baby and then went into the kitchen to organize supper as per the instructions of the mistress.